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Awakening with Suzanne Lie

Suzanne Lie, Ph.D., has been a seeker since she was a child where her active “imagination” took her deep into her inner life. She continues to regularly share her experiences and Arcturian teachings on her blog, Awakening with Suzanne Lie, and she wishes to help awakening ones come out of hiding and allow the glory of their highest expression of SELF into their everyday life. Sunday, June 19, 2016


Preparing for First Contact–Chapter 9–Arcturian Transmission & Links To Solstice Webinar

6-19-16

PREPARING FOR FIRST CONTACT

Arcturian Transmission—Through Suzanne Lie

CHAPTER NINE

Calm, Grounded and Connected to Higher SELF

We are within your NOW to remind you, our fully awakened ones, that those of you who are calm, grounded and connected with your Higher Self prepare will be called on to give rational explanations for what is occurring during our First Contact.

You will be asked to find the balance between those people who get too excited about First Contact and those who refuse to accept it. Then, there are those who may become very angry about it.

Our plan is that the Pleiadians that will expand their resonance into the a frequency in which humans, that is humans whose consciousness resonates to the fourth and fifth dimension, will be able to perceive them.

The Pleiadians have been chosen for this mission because they look very human. Therefore, they are not frightening in any way, except that they are taller. That tallness will also remind the humans that they need to be respectful.

This landing will occur in a frequency NOT in a place, and there are many factors that determine exactly in what frequency they will land. Therefore, those of you who can expand your consciousness into the higher frequencies of consciousness will be the ones who will be able perceive us. In fact, those of you who can already expand your consciousness into gamma waves are likely already having some degree of communication with the Galactics, their Higher Selves, and/or the Angelics.

Therefore, you will not be afraid, because you will have already been debriefed by your own higher guidance about,

WHAT you need to do,

WHEN you need to do it,

WHERE you need to do it.

Most important, you will be the calm source of information that allows others to realize that they asked for these landings. In fact, the reason why the Galactics are here, the reason that the Pleiadians are planning their “first contact,” is because a majority of Earthlings asked. YOU, a majority of humanity said, “We are ready.”

However, the minority that is NOT ready for contact can be very loud, quite violent, and very terrified. It is for this reason that we are NOT going to land in the third dimensional frequency of your reality. We know that if we did land in the third dimension, that it would be an excuse for those still living via “Power Over” to explode more bombs and cause more violence.

So, we are allowing the people to create their own reality that resonates to the frequency of their consciousness. If ones consciousness is pinned to the Third or the lower Fourth Dimension they have a great deal of fear. Thus, we will not reveal ourselves at that frequency, because too many humans would be frightened, and frightened people get violent.

The people whose consciousness resonates into the Fourth Dimension will be receiving many dreams in which they will experience the higher dimensions. They will also have this experience in their meditation life, but may not yet have these experiences in their daily life.

You, the ones who have been able to expand your consciousness into the fifth dimension, and have been able to anchor your Lightbody within your core, will be the first ones who will be able to consciously perceive us.

Now, you will not perceive us in the same manner that you perceive a third dimensional tree, or even a fourth dimensional dream. Actually, when we, the Arcturians and the Pleiadians reveal ourselves to Suzille, we understand that we appear to her almost like “cut-outs” of light.

There is an outline of a tall, thin person, which is light inside, and then the outline of a wavering being (ourselves, the Arcturians) which is light in the inside. There are no details, yet. But there is a feeling. This feeling feels like the Arcturians feel to Suzille. This feeling feels like the Pleiadians feel to Suzille.”

This is one of the manners in which our awakened ones will perceive us. They will feel it via their bodies. They will know by their physical bodies. All our messages are meant to slowly, gradually allow you to adapt to the possibility that there is higher are inter-dimensional, sentient being within and around your Earth.

Humanity has been deeply brainwashed that they are “the tops of heap.” But, at the same their television, their radio, and even their schools, their jobs have told them that they are “not good.”

However, many of these messages are subliminal, so you do not even know that you are allow an outer message to interfere with your inner self. Therefore, many people are confused, but fortunately, some of you say, “Yes, I’m good enough. I am able to perceive these higher beings.”

There has been a purposeful campaign from the dark ones to make humanity live with a level of embarrassment. “Oh, I am different from the people I see on the commercials. What’s wrong with me?” And, so what we want you to say is that the people on the commercials are actors and actresses. They’re not those people, either.

In fact, if you look at, enter into, read, or hear something that creates fear, then STOP. Fear says “NO”. So, respect your fear and investigate before proceeding. Now, that might mean that, oh, that’s a bad message. Or it might mean that you’re not ready for the message. Either way, you’re not ready for the message, so don’t shouldn’t listen to it.

The identification of a dark and fearful message is very important, but if you get upset and hurt and feel victimized, then you’ve allowed your consciousness to fall down to that Third Dimensional level where you are a victim.

So, we say to all of you that you’re going to be seeing and hearing a lot of things that you may say,

“Oh, this isn’t real.”

“Oh, what’s wrong with you?”

“There’s no such thing.”

“You know, you’re just a weird hippie.”

You’re going to be hearing all those types of things from people that are not able to accept the higher frequencies of reality. Then all you do is send them Unconditional Love and Violet Fire, or turn off that show. Don’t read that magazine.

Don’t talk to those people because many have been brainwashed by these third dimensional concepts of separation and limitation. There has been a huge brainwashing campaign against the Galactic that started in the early ‘50s when we first tried to land.

People didn’t even know that they had been brainwashed. People were not even aware that they decided that there’s no such thing as beings from another world, because they watched all the horror movies in the ‘50s,’ and then there were all the hidden messages that went onto the commercials that people did not know about.

There was also the 50 hertz levels of sound that were run through the neighborhoods that people didn’t know about. Then there were the myriad wars that were created to keep you all afraid, in debt, and thinking that the military and the fighting is a solution to every problem.

We want you all to know that we will not reveal ourselves to any person, place, situation, or being that has any fear, at all. So, you do not have to worry about being frightened, because if you hold fear, contact will not occur for you.

Those that are not ready will not see it, they will not hear it, and they will not experience it. What you may not know is that when people hold fear in their aura they send out a low, muddy red glow. We have filters so that our messages never go into those frequencies of light.

Then there are some humans who are being courageous and translating and sharing our messages, and sharing with others. Because of these brave ones, there is lots of information that supports that Galactics are real beings, and that there are many intergalactic beings.

There are also many messages that Earth is, indeed, an important planet, and a “keystone“ planet for this Galaxy. For this reason, many of the forces of darkness have landed on Earth. Earth is like the kingpin in bowling.

If you hit the kingpin, then everything goes. The dark ones don’t want Earth to ascend because then, that ascension energy will go throughout the Solar System and all the way out into the Galaxy.

Another way that you, the fully awakened ones, can assist us is to extend their consciousness in to the fifth dimension. Via this higher state of consciousness, you will naturally be aware of your Galactic Family who is surrounding Gaia to assist Her and ALL her inhabitants.

With this awareness you innately know ground yourself in the core of Gaia. In this manner, you become ONE with Gaia, and also receive Her protections. It is through this partnership with Gaia, that person and planet can ascend as ONE being. Via this connection, you KNOW that Gaia is not a ball of rock.

While in unity with Gaia, you can feel within your own being that Earth is a living, alive, emotional, loving, and very protective, Mother. It was only that Gaia is such a loving and protective mother, that She allowed the low frequency beings onto her planet.

She allowed herself to lower her frequency down into the lower Third Dimension, in the hopes that perhaps she could help these people. Now, some of them were healed, but the percentage of dark ones that were healed by Gaia’s love is not very encouraging. Therefore, we, your Galactic Family, have been protecting Earth. We have not been allowing any more of these low frequency beings to come onto Gaia’s planet.

Because dark ones can feel our energy rate, they know they are no contest for us. Most of them cannot even perceive us, but they do recognize our presence and think, “Ok, there’s something there that is more powerful than we are able to deal with, so we’d better leave.”

We never harm anyone, but we can put up a barrier around them so that they can’t go anywhere. They will just stay where they are, and they will not be able to impinge on Gaia’s life force. They will not be able to go into the planetary sphere.

There have been people in the past that have greatly harmed Gaia in your “past,” but there was nothing we could do as the humans of “free will Earth” did not ask us to assist them. In fact, most humans did not even know that we existed because they had succumbed to the dark ones brainwashing.

But in this NOW, many, many people have said, “Please help us. We need your help.” Because of awakened ones call for assistance, we were able to assist you in many ways. However, Gaia is YOUR planet, and YOU took an incarnation on Gaia within the NOW to assist your Earth Mother with Her return to the higher resonance of Her planetary self.

For this reason, we chose to assist you to assist your planet. YOU, the members of humanity, must fully awaken, then assist others to fully awaken. We are very pleased to see that so many of you have awakened. We also see that you are now within the “birth canal” between third/fourth dimensional Earth and fifth dimensional Earth.

We are here to assist this “birth,” which is actually a “re-birth” back into the multidimensional beings of light that you have always been. We are always with you in this process. Just call and we WILL reply.

End of Arcturian Transmission

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Friday, June 10, 2016


Preparing For First Contact–The Portals are Opening–By Pleiadians Through Suzanne Lie

6-10-16

PREPARING FOR FIRST CONTACT
By the Pleiadians—Through Suzanne Lie



CHAPTER SEVEN
The Portals Are Opening

Greetings, this is Sharman and Shelia speaking as one being,

Because you, our brave ascending ones, are NOW regaining your innate “Sense of your Multidimensional SELF,” we both wanted to share with all of you the process of returning back into your complete SELF, Divine Complements merged into ONE being.

We will speak as one being to share with our Earth away team our version of how reunion can be challenging after separation. The process of “re-merging” with your Divine Complement after one of you has been away on assignment to the third dimension can be challenging.


Hence, as more and more of you prepare for your return to your fifth dimensional SELF as well as your Divine Complement, we wanted to address that issue. We have discovered that there can be many complicating issues such as the earthbound one falling in love with a human.


This can be confusing to the “Complement” who is earthbound, as you will increasingly think third dimensionally. Hence, you often forget that within the NOW of the safety of our Ship, your Complement has no sense of “possession” within their deep love for you.


In fact, we Pleiadians often take more than one mate. However, a “mate” may not be able to understand how desperately lonely one can get on a third dimensional planet on the edge of transition. Living in a reality on the edge of “frequency reset” can be a great challenge.


On Earth you have the saying of, “The darkest night is just before dawn.” This saying is very correct because the “light of the Moon” has left and the “light of the Sun” has not yet arrived. In other words, you, the transmuting population of Earth, are feeling VERY complete with the experience of being in a reality on the cusp of great change.


Change is based on the ability of the members of your current reality to be fully aware of the TRUTH, which is within each person, place, situation, and energy field. However, “the NOW before the change” is filled with great challenge because the dark has not yet left and the light is still a glimmer of hope. Hence, there is no “solid ground” on which you can stand.


The many third dimensional illusions are being revealed to those who are ready to shift into the higher frequencies, while many others are holding on to these illusions tighter than ever. Change can be very frightening to those who are not yet grounded within Gaia and connected with their higher expressions of SELF.


Also, the ability to even perceive your ongoing frequency reset is based on your ability to love all life Unconditionally, and to allow the Violet Light of transmutation to enter into your consciousness, body, environment, and overall life. Sharman’s last visit to Earth made that requirement clear to both of us.


However, since the darkest night is just before down, ALL the “darkness” must be examined, healed, and released before the “light” can be accepted. Thus, before humans can consciously experience personal and planetary ascension, all personal darkness, fear, procrastination, judgment, polarity—the list goes on and on—MUST BE RELEASED.


Furthermore, you must release and transmute fear from your SELF and your life. By the NOW in which you are ready to ascend, or be rescued—as Sharman was—you have had to look darkness straight on, without fear, and be able to say “I love you unconditionally.”


Sometimes, as in the case of Sharman, the grounded one becomes so lost to their SELF that the “light” cannot be perceived or accepted. In this case, their Galactic Family may come to their “rescue.” This rescue usually occurs because that brave volunteer is on the edge of physical, mental, emotions and/or spiritual collapse.


This rescue would be much like a warrior who was so deeply wounded in battle that he/she could only gain assistance by someone taking his or her body up to the Ship to be healed. We have discovered that a long away mission to Earth can greatly injure one’s body, as well as their state of consciousness.


In Sharman’s case, he had lost his ability to perceive himself as a being who was holding a fifth dimensional portal open.


More and more of the inter-dimensional portals into the fifth dimension will NOW be opening. However, many of our dedicated ascending ones are realizing that they do not want to go through that ascension portal until they believe that they have completed their mission.


Within your NOW there are increasingly more and more who are saying,
“WE are the Ascending ONES.”


“Exactly who is this “we” that is ascending?” we hear you say. “Our answer from our Higher Knowing,” which is unique in each ONE, is YOU! You have had many returns to the uncountable versions of the fourth dimension.


Thus, you are NOW feeling complete with time/space realities and are ready to make the octave leap into the HERE/NOW realities. Nonetheless, many of you have offered to take an incarnation on this NOW of Ascending Earth.


Fortunately, many of you are able to travel inter-dimensionally via your multidimensional consciousness to visit fifth dimensional Earth. You were able to resonate to that perception because you expanded your consciousness into Gamma Waves.


It is very difficult to maintain a Gamma Wave Consciousness while on a third dimensional planet. It is for this reason that Spiritual Societies are often in the high mountains, away from civilization and within the Heart of the Mother’s NATURE.


Whenever you, the ascending ones, put aside any personal desires and follow your Inner Guidance, you will be able to enjoy the visit. You have, however, to KNOW that what we are doing for Gaia is A DRESS REHERSAL.


What you will discover is that you will need to complete ALL of your third/fourth dimensional effluvia. Fortunately, that is not as difficult as one may think. All of you on your threshold reality know yourselves very well. You know your strengths, and you know your weaknesses.


You also know that you have fulfilled your “pre-birth contracts”. YOU will be the “first ones through.” You will be “the first ones through” NOT because of any rank or being better. You are the ones who have experienced many “ascensions” into the fourth dimension.


Therefore, Piercing the Veil occurred between the third and mid-fourth dimensional planes. Within this NOW, “piercing the veil” is not the appropriate title. What is occurring now is that you are being called on to “Open The Portals” that connect the third/fourth dimension with the fifth dimension.


The truth is that you are becoming Masters of the third/fourth dimension. In other words, you almost graduated. We say “almost” because you have volunteered to merge your personal consciousness:
With your Gaia’s Planetary Consciousness:
With your Solar Consciousness
With your Galactic Consciousness
With your Universal Consciousness


This transition on a small planet called Earth has captured the attention of the Highest Beings of the ONE. WE, your Galactic Family, Solar Family, Universal Family wish to say, WELCOME HOME!

In closing, We, Shelia and I, have had some wonderful communications with our volunteers and friends on Earth. Therefore, we would like to share some of the “fifth dimensional Lightbody” experiences that these people are having while they are:

Preparing for Fifth Dimensional Lightbody

{From OA} Kundalini experience is fantastic, but nothing prepared me for the kind of experience I am about to share, that I still cannot explain. As I was napping, 2 or 3 weeks ago, it seems that my consciousness tapped within my body cells.


I became the size of a cell, situated in my body near the root chakra, as I looked up (from the cell point of view) I got to perceive the most beautiful sight ever, I saw my Kundalini stream!


I got to witness the energy movement, rising up, and the two serpents (or tube of light) both had different bright very vivid colors, it was absolutely beautiful. I still cannot explain, yet, to this day what had happened but it sure was a priceless experience that i am not about to forget.




{From LJ} I get this internal hum and vibrations at the back of my neck, sounds like Bashar’s c Sharp YouTube resonance of the earth. Is this a connection to the Kundalini?




{From PK} My experience was brief but wholly transcendent… nothing like what we experience here in 3 & 4 D realms of time and temporal manifestations. The highlight of that experience was in the transcending of time and perception entirely, to taste a realm of unadulterated pure experience… a truly immaculate concept of reality in an undifferentiated state of being. This happened about 40 years ago, and all else pales in comparison.




{From DC} I found myself at a business event that culminated in a shamanic journey with around 150 people two days running. The first day I felt like a grain of sand in one of those cymatic experiments and I thought my arms were wings and I was turning into a bird!


The next day I felt roots coming out of the ground (hotel function room) and pulling me down. There was an intense vibration coming from my hip area that went down to my knees and all through my body. I particularly felt it the top of my head, the sides of my nose, earlobes, mammaries and hands.


It was like the energy wanted to get out but couldn’t. My hands contorted into this strange mudra. I knew I had been bound and even though I couldn’t use my fingers I managed to free myself from these binds. By putting my hands together I felt the energy circulating better and eventually my hands found my heart. I had come home.


The only other experience that came close to this feeling of pure joy and euphoria was the birth of my first child. After the event my eyes could really see the beauty in everything. There were also some very weird hallucinogenic type experiences and two more experiences of the contorted hands. It showed me that immersing my hands in my bath water dispersed the trapped energy while at the same time allowing me to keep it.


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{From H L} I Experience Kundalini Sort of Like Fluorescent Tube In Spine – Am Cautious Not To Download Too Much Love/Light At Once Or My Spleen Hurts ! Lightbody Is In Flashes of Awareness; I Forget To Remember — But Awesome !!!




{From AA} impossible in 3D words ..i hope i have chances to have enough time on line to share about …lightbody and kundalini are absolutely connected
they connect me with my powers my real identity

imagine you have all the powers you had ever dreamed of

all the effective unending Bliss you ever had desired,
see a door-vortex to Oneness..
ego collapses /merges with the Infinite Ocean
theFLOW is active again and you are aware and conscious …
ok i do look forward to sharing more on line ..just ask me
PS kundalini is more powerful than atomic or hyperbombs…..




{From AR} Yes, I definitely want to share my experience now that more us are open to evolve to a higher vibration. This beautiful realization or awareness happened almost 17 years ago on Thanksgiving Day. A day I will never forget. I have always had a special interest in metaphysics, quantum physics, angeology, energy and alternative healing. I love meditating and listening to music with nature backgrounds.


That Thanksgiving Day I stayed in a friend’s house. Before going to sleep I recalled asking my friend if he had music to relax. He told me to go downstairs and turn his system on to whatever I liked. It was dark while walking down the stairs to the living room. When I turned the system on it wasn’t working, I turned around and suddenly felt cold around me and the system started working on its own. A bit confused I called my friend who I saw walking down the stairs.


There was this beautiful music out of this world that sounded like a choir. I couldn’t identify the language but felt each word sang touched my heart. That is when I saw a fog like energy taking over the living room. My knees got weak and felt my body heavier than usual. I remember closing my eyes and was taken through a gold colored worm hole. An indescribable voice talked to me with so much love and showed my life on different stages. All that I had lived and all that I had learned in this lifetime and other.


This voice was of a loving female energy and was telling me how proud she was of me. She told me I was full of grace. I remember feeling so much love that I cried. I remember telling this energy that if I had to live all these lives again I would do it all over again without changing anything. Then I saw many of us holding hands above our planet Earth and sending this brilliant gold-white light. Then that is when I felt every cell of my body becoming one with this beautiful light. When I opened my eyes my friend was holding me.


I asked him if he saw something but he didn’t. I told him what I had experienced and after a few days he decided not to continue our friendship. For over a week I felt this loving energy surrounding me. Also, I felt the scent of roses every time I went to sleep. This experience definitely changed the way I live my life today.




{From CB} In 1987 on the harmonic convergence I felt completely electrocuted and began a 3-year immersion into being ONE with all that is. Most of the time nothing was solid, it was all patterns of energy. Gradual apparently is not my style but I’d been meditating since 1969. I was told then that with 7 planets in fire I was doing kundalini my way, it was like being on LSD for 3 years and took many more to integrate it all.




{From SD} Vibrant, intelligent, flowing, and ecstatic ~ the energy flows, engulfs, and dances through my awareness. The light within awakens my infinite wisdom, multidimensional power, and unconditional love to enable our innate connection to ALL consciousness. The new human prototype is here!


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We thank you all for sharing your process. It is through this type of sharing that YOU can
Can Make Ascension NORMAL


We want to thank all of you for courage to openly share your experiences of ascension. All life on Gaia has the opportunity for the ascension, octave jump, from the third/fourth dimensional reality time/space separation and polarity into Here/NOW unity and Oneness of the fifth dimension.


Most important of all, YOU enter into the octave jump from “Personal Consciousness” into “Planetary Consciousness.” We shall return to speak about this ongoing shift of your Perception of SELF. Sharman and Shelia

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Tuesday, May 24, 2016


Preparing For First Contact–by the Pleiadians –through Suzanne Lie


5-24-16

PREPARING FOR FIRST CONTACT 

By the Pleiadians—Through Suzanne Lie 





CHAPTER TWO
The Recovery 





After my long tour on the third dimension, it was taking me longer than usual to re-adapt to my innate fifth dimensional resonance. Fortunately, whenever I awoke from my healing sleep, I saw my beloved complement, Shelia, next to me.


With her constant love and caring, I released the painful experiences of my incarnation on third-dimensional Earth and returned to my joyous and unconditionally loving memories on our Pleiadian Starship.


Since our Starships resonated to the NOW of the fifth dimension and beyond, my healing was basically a process of re-calibrating my consciousness back into my innate fifth dimensional resonance. As I moved through this process of re-calibration, I realized how brave the earthbound humans were to incarnate during that era of great change.


While I was recovering from my away mission to Earth, I allowed the memories of my third dimensional experience on transitioning Earth to flow into my mind. I knew that as soon as I was ready, I would be called for a de-briefing of what I had learned on Earth during the era of Her pending transmutation into higher frequencies of resonance.


In my mental preparation for my debriefing, the first thing that came into my awareness was how differently I perceived that reality from my fifth dimensional perspective, then when I was living within it.


While I was in the midst of the challenges of my physical experience of Earth, I became easily caught up in my emotions, and my thoughts often fell into worry, or even fear. My thoughts were loving and happy as a child, as I still had my wonderful parents, who died while I was still young.


Also, when I was young, I still had an ongoing connection with my fifth-dimensional expression. I did not know that it was “MY” fifth dimensional self, but I did know that the somewhat invisible guy in sky—or wherever he came from—was fun to talk to and told me many things about a world that was based on love.


In fact, as I look back at that experience now, I can see how my childhood “imagination” allowed me to openly communicate with my fifth dimensional self. When I was a child I felt no separation between the “me” that seemed to float just above me and the “me” that wore the physical body in the physical world.


However, as I grew up, especially during my teen years, I wanted to be like all the others. Therefore, I pushed away the “me” that seemed to float within my consciousness by saying, “Ah, that is just my imagination.” Then, I WAS more like the others, but I was NOT like my true self.


Then my parents died in a car crash, and shortly after that I was sent off to Nam. I was almost glad to be in an outer war to cover some of the sorrow I felt inside. My parents were wonderful, loving people. And they loved each other so much, that maybe it was best they left for the higher dimensions together.


However, I was too sad to realize that for many years. Then, while in Nam I got hooked on drugs, and, along with many of my buddies, had nightmares almost every night. I had fallen into the dark side of the third dimension, just like I had volunteered to do.


Unfortunately, I did not remember that I volunteered for anything. I did not even remember my childhood, or the love and guidance from my parents, or from the “me” on the Ship. It took me a long time to get over my parents death, the trauma from the war, and my addiction to the drugs.


Finally, I did so with the help of some pretty wonderful people, as well as my friends in AA. But, I had totally lost all contact with my fifth dimensional reality. After all, I could barely get through one reality, much less think that there might be another one.


After many years of struggle and gradual change, I was finally able to allow Shelia, my partner on the Ship, to come into my dreams. However, that backfired a bit because once I connected with her, I lost all interest in another woman.


Of course, I was not aware that I was comparing every woman I met with my Divine Complement, which was exactly what I was doing. I don’t know how many times a woman said to me, “Do you have someone else?”


“No,” I answered, but after enough women asked me that, I began to wonder if I did. However, after all those years of drugs I could not trust my inner visions. In fact, I did not allow them to take hold in my mind or would start urging for a fix.


I had some pension from the war, and was always good at fixing broken things, that is except for fixing my broken self, so I was able to make just enough money to get by being a handy man.


I had to take sleeping pills for many years, so my dream life was disturbed and restless. However, I finally got sick of being so miserable and started to take working as a handy man seriously. That was a great job for my 3D self as I was finally interacting with people again.


It was also part of the agreement that my 5D self had made while on the Ship. I/me, I am still confused by exactly how that worked. Maybe my debriefing will be able to help me to understand more. In fact, I am writing about my life now as a part of my debriefing.


I guess I have to admit that it also keeps me “too busy” to see much of Shelia. I guess I need to admit it here in this report that I think that I am angry at her for letting me go on that mission. I know that is totally unfair, as I was the one who really pushed for this assignment.


Maybe I did learn something in my 3D life that I did not realize in my 5D life. However, I will have to figure out how that worked in my brain. I am still one foot in the 3D and one foot on the 5D ship.


Ok, Ok, I guess I need to admit that I am a bit angry with Shelia that she did not stop me. I know, I know, that is not fair, as even in my 5D self I totally have a mind of my own. But, I guess it was much easier to leave her if I was a bit angry.


Alright! I admitted that for the report. Now do I have the courage to say that to her? I know that I am not sounding too much like my old fifth dimensional SELF, that is, if I could actually remember it-me-us??


Back to my debriefing… I think my unjust anger at my beloved Shelia was my first third dimensional action. I had been watching the holograms of 3D life and engaging in them long enough that I was actually becoming, well, more 3D. Ok, I guess this debriefing report is helping to understand some things.


But back to the main report; now where was I? Yes, I was talking about my learning to fit into daily 3D life, talk with different people and gain insight as to how they, the members of my Ship, would be able to interface with humanity when it was the time for the landings.


I did NOT remember the many de-briefings on the Ship that occurred while my 3D self was sleeping, but I did have some pretty strange dreams. These dreams just made me isolate more than ever.


Fortunately, the handy man job had me talking with regular people in daily life. These experiences were shared with my 5D self on the ship, who would use them as training for the “first contact team.” Of course, I forgot about most of my life on the Ship, as well as my 5D self.


During and after the war, my life on the Ship was not a part of my daily thoughts, or even my dreams. The truth was that the physical world had just beat me up too much. But now that I am on the Ship again, my beloved Shelia is back in my life. Actually, I am glad that I forgot her, as I would have missed her far too much if I had remembered.


After my experience on 3D Earth I have a great respect for third dimensional humans. They are very courageous. I don’t know how they do it, I mean thinking it is the only life they have. At best, some of them believe in a Higher Power, learned that term in AA, but many were as desperately lonely and displaced as me.


Shelia asked if she could contribute to my report, as she perceived my experience from the safety of the Ship. However, she felt so helpless that she could not assist me that she wanted to share her experience as well. I guess all of this will go into my report, besides I am anxious to read what she has to say.


Since I had to forget her, I did not miss her. But now I am anxious to find out everything that happened while I was gone. Also, just as she is reading my reports, I will be reading her reports.


We seem to be a bit distant now. When I first came back to the Ship I was very cold towards her and I still have not been able to make amends for that (more AA talk). It is just that I don’t even know who I am now. So, would it be fair to get too close to her when I am not even close to my self?


My main regret while on Earth was not remembering Shelia. However, I guess if I did remember her I would have missed her miserably. I learned a lot about 3D thinking while planet bound, and one of the main things I learned about was how 3D humans protect themselves from getting hurt—physically and emotionally.


It is a very frightening place down there. Death can come suddenly with no warning or after years of pain and suffering. I even learned that sometimes I/humans thought that life was too hard to go on. I am glad that I did “go on” though, as I believe I am a much wiser and more compassionate person.


That is, I hope that when I am fully recovered that I will be assigned to a First Contact Team. I think I will be able to understand how very frightening change can be.
Commander Sharman, Pleiadian First Contact Fleet




SHELIA SPEAKS:


Sharman and I love each other completely and are like one person. Therefore, I know how much he suffered on his away mission, but I never let him know that. I did not want to interfere with his dedication to go into the underbelly of life in the polarity and separation of the third dimension.


I am hoping that as we both open and honestly write our reports that we can eventually share what we have written. I will not push him, and I know that he will not push me. But the gap between us hurts my Soul and I think it is interfering with his full recovery.


I also know that he must maintain all these experiences, thoughts, and emotions so that he can intimately share with the First Contact Team. He may even be able to be on that team himself; that is if her can fully heal himself. I will not write too much now, nor will we share our reports with each other—yet.


Just as the third dimensional have no idea when or how First Contact will occur, neither do we. If we land too soon, it will spread fear rather than love. Then, if we land too late, the third dimensionals will feel abandoned and they will not trust us.


Therefore, right now we are staying with third dimensionals visiting us on the Ship during their sleep. Then, they can choose whether or not they are ready to remember being on a Starship.


It sounds cool when talking to their friends, but the challenge of confronting an entirely different reality, that is far more evolved than their own, will be more upsetting than they think.


Also, there are the dark one on Earth still who spend huge portions of the vast wealth they have stolen from the humans to make sure they are frightened of their own shadow—and even more so afraid of First Contact.


This is all I will write now. This is my beloved Sharman’s moment, and I do not want to diminish that with my own story of remaining safely on our Ship amongst all that we have loved our entire lives.
Commander Shelia, Pleiadian First Contact Fleet

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